day 14. early memories.

                I have the worst memory. I don't remember crap. I will only remember random little things. So this is kinda a struggle for me.


I'm not sure if this is the earliest memory of mine, but it's one that I remember pretty well.

I was almost 5 years old at the time, sitting in my car seat, on the way to the airport. My dad and I were going to drop my mom off there for her business trip she was going on. We parked in the parking garage and were getting out of the car. Now, at the time, I had a Minnie Mouse stuffed animal thing that I brought everywhere with me. She hardly left my side. I don't know why, but I decided to leave her in the car while we said goodbye to my mom.
So were walking through the airport and we get to the loading dock. At that moment, my parents tell me that my mom isn't really going on a business trip, and that they were surprising me with a trip to Disneyland. I was so excited I couldn't wait. We get on the plane and sit down in our seats. Then suddenly, I realize that I forgot Minnie Mouse in the car. I was so sad that I started crying. I was very worried. I would have to go a whole week without her.

Well that is the end.

day 13. somewhere.

So. I am sick of Provo. School is awesome and the people are pretty nice. BUT. I want to leave. Really really bad.

For a while now, I have had Payson and Heber on my mind. I vist both of those places at least twice a week. When I am married, if I live in either one of those towns I will be pretty happy for life.

-and- on another topic.
first off.



I honestly surprised myself. But I fell for a boy.

His name is Justin.

He is 23.

He is a country boy.

He is from Gunnison, UT.

He builds farms for a living.

He drives a sexy Chevy.

He is a gentleman.

He makes me laugh.

He sings along in the car with me.

He has amazing baby blue eyes.

He is super tan.

His mama and daddy are the sweetest.

He is a goofball.

He wants to be a physical therapist.

He loves to cuddle.

He is very chill about life.

He is, no doubt, the first and last thing on my mind. Everyday.

Once upon a time, my friends and I decided to get some drinks at Maverik. As I am backing out, I hear "hey, what are you doing tonight?" I look over and see a car full of guys. I told the guy we were headed to a party. He then asked for my number, and luckly I was prepared with a name tag that said "hey i'm Ray, i'll be your sunshine." with my number. My two friends and I had been driving around giving guys our numbers that night. So, I gave it to him and that was that.

A few months later, he is now my boyfriend.

The End :)

It's a story i'd love to tell my kids. Not that i'm getting married anytime soon. No way. But, in a few years he could be the one. Time can only tell.

I do miss being single, and sometimes it's tough. But in the end, I wouldn't give this up.

Not even for....

Yeah. That's saying something.

day 12. bullet my whole day.

I'm guessing this means what happens in a regular day of mine? Well that's what i'm doing.

I do the same thing everyday. No joke. Like I do different things, but it's the same pattern.

Wake up 8:15.
Go to school.
Go to work at 1.
Get off work at 5.
Do my homework till about 8 or so.
Pick up my girl Hunter.
Then we meet up with our cute cowboys.
Go home at 1.

That is my day everyday. It doesn't sound that great, but I like it.

I love being a young adult. These are the best days of my life.

day 11. songs on my ipod.

Well....here are the 10 songs that were played on shuffle.


1. Burn. Usher.
2. Cannibal. Ke$ha.
3. Change Your Mind. The Killers.
4. If This Was A Movie. Taylor Swift.
5. Space Bound. Eminem.
6. I Could Not Ask For More. Sara Evans.
7. You're Beautiful. James Blunt.
8. I Get Doe. Glasses Malone.
9. Tattoos On This Town. Jason Aldean.
10. Mammas Don't Let Your Babies Grow Up To Be Cowboys. Willie Nelson.


Well....that's that. Here's a funny picture that I find true for some people. Enjoy.

haha so funny.

day 10. my first love & kiss.

For a while, I thought I was in love. Looking back at it though, I wasn't. It was more of an idea in my mind, telling me I needed him. Saying, don't let go. Even though I was hurt all of the time. I just couldn't. He was playing with my mind and heart. He was the worst thing for me, and i'm so happy I finally learned to leave.

Yes I have loved. But, I don't think I have truly been "in love." What is love anyway? To me, it's a -Once Upon A Time- story, in a children's book.

I think until I fall head over heals, madly and passionately in love with someone, then I just won't be able to believe in love.

my first kiss.....

It was the middle of February and it was snowing. He took me outside to wait for my ride. We stood there holding each other and looking into each others eyes.
We knew it was going to happen, but we were both too afraid to do it. We'd get closer then back off a bit. I'd giggle to try and hide my nerves. He just kept shining that perfect smile. Until finally he leaned in, and I followed. Our lips touched. It was a little kiss, but I loved every minute of it.

day 9. hopes for my future.

1. I want to be happy. Still full of adventure.
















                                              2. I want to be crazy in love, with my best friend.

   3. I don't want a lot, I just want to die knowing I lived a great life.